I missed SS501. Seriously i missed them. Although i did not have the chance to see them yet, but somehow i missed them so much. Because of many fantastic stories i have heard? i hope to see them real soon. Especially Hyun Joong, he is the one. Baby, after making a birthday card for you, i find that you are really cute, starting to like you soon. As for the others, hope my mindset would be better for you, but you guys can't ranked #1 because this #1 is for him. Sarang Heyo!

I got my item from my xiao ying Da jie! It cost me $84 for all the things i ask her to help me buy. But it is worth it. I got a lot of things like, toner (which i need it urgently), Facial foams, Mask, Night cream and more. Cotton pad also (the box got my hyun joong face) . Seems excited when i got my things as i have been looking forward to these things. My camera, was still inside the air mail. Hoho!! My this camera seems to be more lucky than me. I find that this year i am not at luck but anyway, i got to depend on myself instead of waiting for my luck. Stop day-dreaming~


School starts today, i woke up late again and again. Even my mountain also know i will wake up late. i slept late yesterday, thanks to my Korean drama , i finished watching at 4.30 am. i was like already half-dead but i still want to watch till the end. School seems to be normal today, it just that i am simply too tired to think and do it. Korean course really getting interesting. I learned a lot today, Gains!

What is my mood for the whole day. Moody i can say. I don't know why i am like that, maybe it is because a lot of things happening around me. It is just like a total stress for me. I know i am getting from weak to worse. I need to tone up now. I don't want to have any illness nor sickness, i want to live healthily like last time. Too much things happened this year, it just made me feel crazy.

Friend, how are you in another world? i started missing the way you are. I am sorry that when you are sick, i am not there. i only know through xiao ying. When you in ward, the only thing i can do is to encourage you and support you, but God really love you so much without giving us any reason, you went to God's hug. What we can do is just let you go and wishing you better. But what i want to let you know is LI ZHEN! WE LOVE YOU! SARANG HEYO!! Promised me that you will stay happily there with God. I really missed your smile. I didn't add you in the facebook, but what facebook suggested you as my friend, i started feeling down. Because i regret for not adding you in the first place as i seldom add people in my facebook. But what is there is there.. Stay happy! How i wish we could be like last time, chasing around...


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I got to be strong,


I got to be happy...