i got to clarify something... on my previous few blogs away... something i write about bu yao lian* arent refering to that person hu u think u are... maybe i think u are thinking i am writing about you but you are not the one i am shooting...

there are not only one problem i am facing... i am facing a lot of friendships problem...this and that... this is enough! i really had enough!

have anyone ever being used by someone always... after being used and left me hunging aside? have someone ever look so sweet in front of you when in need and shoot all the evil or fucking stupid bad things behind ur back and somemore is to ur close friend?

actually i don know that person had say alot of think about me... in front of my friend and someone...the person is someone hu i really treasure alot!... but in the end i got this answer back from other bestie.... i am really very disappointed and tired... sometime i really wish i could disappear in this world... but i know i cant! as i have not done most of the thing i want...

hu know me best?? i think only me... finding someone hu can cover up my saddness... but i know tears wont help... i wanted to say it out but i couldnt ... i dont trust anymore...

shan know hu the person is... i told her...

stop saying i am shooting to anyone... this is not a harmful blog! this is my life... stop thinking i am shooting you or what...

*please let me calm down... i really ...

sometimes i find that blog really kills friendship...

please don spoil my mood...i had enough today... i am being insulted by others today... enough!

*: sorry ... i just cant take it anymore