It is such a headache thing that happen in school and at home… it seems like I am wrong to be born in this world… am I wrong to get loved in art? Is it a sin to love art? Why can’t my parent and siblings understand my feel for art… they think that art is just a wasting of my time…

It makes me sad as they don’t know how much I love art… it is unknown… love is infinity …. Art is something that cures my feel, my pressure, my stress and more.
I know that learning art is not cheap as I got to buy a lot of things. But why they don’t support me? Why they look down on me? Whey they don’t understand me?

Make a guess what my sister says? She said “Since you like art, why did you choose to go retail as your first subject?” I was really angry of what she says, I was angry because I could not afford to go for fine arts, yet she still putting salt on my wounds. If I have the heart, I would go for it. But I got to think for my family as we are not that rich.

What happen in school was misunderstanding. Someone who shouldn’t be with us is sticking on us. Someone who is not close to us is acting close to us. So vexed! I couldn’t say as clearly as I think that the person might be reading my blog. If the person is so kind, he/she would not talk bad on people back or beat about the bush! Don’t be so hypocrite can?

Family is united. What family I meant is the one in school and not the real one. School family understands me more than my real family does. They know how I feel, they understand me well. Really thankful to have them by my side. I know that I wasn’t a very good friend or buddy as my temper and character spoils it. Really happy that you guys are still willing to be with me. I am happy to be in retail course. I won’t regret for joining this course as you guys are really wonderful.

To Father:

Sorry for just now happening at the canteen. I was also shock when I did it. Sorry about it. I didn’t do it purposely. My heart and my hand had different action. Perhaps I am really very tired. Not in my clear mind. Congratulation for your completion of your customer relation role play. Remember to study also besides playing. We hope you can do well in your studies. Try hard!

To Ah Ma:

Ah ma! Sorry for the things happened just now. You were being left out by us. I know you are sad, really sorry about it. Maybe you are right. The snake is breaking us up. But I know we are united! You must really take care for your health. We care for you! Get well soon =]

To Nonya:

Although you always very STM. But I know you didn’t mean it. Sometime I might be frown over this. Hope you wouldn’t mind. You are my first friend in bishan ite. Not regretting of you becoming my friend. Sweet memories with you. But don’t in love with me =] joking! Please eat faster! Ha-ha… cheers!

This blog that I have written is long. Sorry about it. I just wanted to say out how I feel. It is a pain to keep inside my heart. This is not any secret. Besides having ah ma, father, nonya, I still have Christine, Christina and Sarah with me to walk down to future. So sweet of you guys!