from my point of view… what is gone is gone… the trust you had… if it was being shattered by anyone… it is hard to build it up again… really hard… to prevent it from breaking… it tends to not to trust at all in the first place… as u does not know whether you can take it or not… just like me… I do not have trust on anyone at all… I tends to say thing which I think can say then I say… if not I will not say and instead keeping in my heart…


people think that I maybe straight forward… I do not denied… maybe I am… I just want to say how I think… i find that if someone who is very opposite of what I think I will tend to say….sometimes …. I know I am wrong but I denied I am wrong… this will cause people to think that I am stubborn… so be it… don ever try to change me… it is no use de… last time I did change but I find that I am just very stupid… I can be myself …


the friendship I had… tend to become further and further … no particular reason… maybe we have other own thing to do… friends does not last long… unless u found a truly good friends…I have a lot of different interest with them… I like reading novel… but they like to do more on shopping… singing… doing things that is different from what I do… that what many friends are different…


I sound like writing a composition right?? This is because I find that thing have been changing around me… a great change… I have become an extra…. A waste that just only occupied certain part… there are people looking down on me… I know… the thing that really makes a change is the gap we had…. We different character and thinking we had…


I does not like people to disturb me… when I am doing something… keep asking me things… giving me face… attitude…. To say it seriously…..PLEASE DO NOT DISTURB ME WHEN I AM READING…. OR IN A BAD MOOD…..


to all my friends… *maybe…I will not say who they are… you guys did really make me feel that I am extra… which make me really sad… seriously… I know that we are different… but did you guys really understand how I felt that time??? the pain I had… first time I heard it I was really happy…. But later I know what really should happen… I did change my mind… so next time… when this happen I got to hide it away... But not telling you all anything y I suddenly change of my choice…. Please do not try to dig anything… neither gossip about it or ask me anything…. Please… read finish and forget about it…


to someone…. Please at least give me replies whenever I message you… do u know how it feel when people waiting for the reply…. If it happen again… I will not reply and you will know how it feels… every time when tat person never reply… I really very angry… the blood was boiling…. I got so angry that I straight away reject the person and not bother to ask again… even if you don know… at least give a reply say you don know… if next time it happen again… FORGET ABOUT ME AS A FRIEND….. I AM SERIOUS……….TREAT ME AS A STRANGER….SOMEONE WHOM YOU DOES NOT KNOW…..do you know how it taste like??? So I am serious and don think that I am just kidding or wat…. I got enough means enough… don ask me anything…. I will not say de…. The only thing I know is….I AM SERIOUS…. Please take note of that… I think the person should know hu the person is...