there are so much thing happening…. Like wed… I quarrel with that slut…. She teacher so what… need to act big and talk cock with me… wtf… spoil my mood sia… everything was spoil… most of my classmates don like her and the way she teach like very wat… she say I got attitude (the way I talk) I talk like tat wat… she not happy she can just go and leave this school … pregnant woman still come for wat…. Spoil my days… stupid her … slut her….she ask me to change … do you think I will … I am just I am… no one will change me… even my parent!! Hate her for life!!


I have being an extra… I know a lot of problem with me… so what… cant they understand… I feel lonely all the time… but it is ok ba... I am used to it… maybe they can’t see it at all and I don bother about it anymore… I focus on my studies now… studies are more important than anything else… and to me… friendship is not lasting… frankly…. My true friends started to apart… and disappearing from my hand… so be it ba… as I said… I not going to bother about it anymore…


o …den ?? O… den?? What to continue?? Every time I saw tis word… fire started burning… y must type like that?? If like that next time I swear I won’t say anything le… maybe I very attitude…so wat?? Try if someone wrote something like that…. How would you feel…. And lehx here lehx there like got very pity like tat … I don know how to say… I especially hate to core is this la here la there… as if I owe that person like that… some of my best friend also doesn’t like it at all… so if anyone writing la in any message… I will la back and lehx … I will also lehx back…. Very sickening… la is very the attitude so u will see how….


hopefully everything goes well and easy for me ba… going gym daily le … hurray!!!!! So happy!!!1 I love gym now!!!! Make me feel so distress!!!! When doing workout nothing in my mind and still can see handsome guy there… drip… drip… hahaz… joking hahaz….