SORRY…IF I AM USING E CAP LOCK AND MAKE U HAVING DIFFICULITIES READING… I AM USING CAP LOCK MAYBE BECAUSE I FIND TAT IT IS NEATER BA…MAKE ME FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE WRITING… I WILL TRY TO WRITE EVERYDAY ABOUT MY DAILY LIFE…I AM NOT TAT KIND WHO WILL CONFIRM WITE EVERYDAY… I WILL TRY AND SHARE WITH U GUYS MY DAILY LIFE… BUT I BELIEVE THAT NOT ALL PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED IN READING BA… BUT IS OK =] … IF U THINKS U GOT THING TO TELL ME… FEEL FREE TO MAKE COMMENT OR TAG IN MY BLOG…LAST TIME…. I AM LAZY TO WRITE …SO I WILL TRY TO CHANGE… WOHO… PERPARE TO SEE BA…


I DID READ ABOUT WHAT SHAN WROTE ABOUT MAKIYO…XIAO S …AND FAN FAN DE FRIENDSHIP… FROM MY VIEW OF WHAT SHE WROTE… I AM NOT SAYING BACK OR WHAT I AM JUST WRITING WHAT I THINK OF… FROM JUST WHAT I SAY… NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT…PLEASE DON READ… I MEAN IT… NO USE OF BLOG IF I DON WRITE HOW I THINK OF OR THINGS HAPPENS…IT MAY BE RIGHT THAT THEIR FRIENDSHIP ARE VERY CLOSE LIKE HUSBAND N WIFE LIKE TAT… SHARE THEIR PERSONAL SECRET… SHARE THEIR HAPPINESS N TEARS… TO BUILD UP THIS STRONG BONDING IS REALLY HARD TAT U NEED TO UNDER GOES PAIN… NOT ALL FRIENDSHIP IS SMOOTH…


I THINK OUR CASE IS DIFFERENT FROM THEM BA… THEY ARE MORE MATURE THAN US …. N THEY ARE OPEN-MINDED…. THEY ARE ACTRESS WHICH CANNOT COMMUNICATE WITH OTHERS …UNLESS IS REALLY HER OWN FRIENDS…. THEY HAVE TRUST IN THEMSELVES… OURS IS DIFFERENT BECAUSE WE ARE NOT REALLY OPEN-MINDED AND WEHAVE OTHER FRIENDS TOO… OUR CHARACTER IS TOO DIFFERENT LE… WE SAY WE TRUST EACH OTHER … BY RIGHT THERE WILL BE SUSPECT IN OWN FRIENDS TOO … EVEN A 1% IN SUSPECT… THERE WILL BE NOT TOTALLY TRUST DE… I WILL NOT PUT 100% TRUST ON MY FRIEND BECAUSE WHAT IF ONE DAY QUARRELS WITH HER… SHE WILL TELL SOMEONES ELSE… THEN HOW WOULD U FEEL??? MORE PAIN …. IT HAPPENS TO ME BEFORE SO THERE WILL BE A LIMIT OF WHAT I WANT TO SAY… ALTHOUGH THIS IS BAD TO MY FRIENDS…BUT NO CHOICE… I DO NOT WHICH TO GET HURT EVEN MORE…PEOPLE WILL TEASE YOU WITH IT…PEOPLE FINDING YOU PROBLEM… WHEN START BLAMING ON OTHERS… WASN’T IT TOO LATE??


SHAN HAD ALSO SAID ABOUT WAT FRIEND FRIEND ALSO LIKE THAT… DIDN’T THEY HAVE QUARREL BEFORE…? THEY ALSO HAVE UNDERGONE SO MUCH TOO… I BELIEVE THEY WILL NOT SAY 100% THING TO THEIR FRIENDS… NO MATTER HOW GOOD FRIEND U ALL IS…I MAY BE WRONG BUT I ALSO HAD FRIEND TOO… WOULD U GO OUT WITH FRIEND WHO HAD OWN CHARACTER AND THINK WAT HE OR HER WANT WHERE OTHER FRIEND HAD TO SUFFER… WHEN WE ARE SUFFERING … DID THE FRIEND KNOW?? TRUST ARE BUILD ONLY FRIENDS CARE FOR OTHERS AND NOT CARE FOR OWNSELF… I GOT A LITTLE ANGRY WHEN SOME THINGS HAPPEN… I NOT GOING TO SAY … AS THIS MIGHT HURT TO THAT PARTICULAR PERSON… IF SOMEONE UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN … KEEP IT TO OWN HEART… IF I DO NOT WISH TO SAY ANYTHING… PLEASE DO NOT FORCE ME… THIS WILL MAKE ME MORE PAINFUL …BECAUSE WHEN TELLING WHAT NOT SUPPOSE TO SAY... THE OTHER PERSON WILL LOSE TRUST ON ME AGAIN….I BELIEVE FRIENDS ARE FOREVE BUT NOT TRUST….CONFLICTS WILL SURELY HAPPEN ONE DAY BETWEEN FRIENS DE….