hey hey… I m back alive … hmm… I think many people don understand what I say in my previous post… hmm… I got to say again… firstly… I will write it straight… I DON WANT THAT MDM CHIEW TO BE MY PE TEACHER….that is how simple that I am saying… hahaz….


I did not really post all the time… mainly… I do not really have so much time to do that… hahaz… firstly… I got to apologies… hahaz… as simple as that….I had so much fun… but New Year time… was really a difficult time for me…the high heels that I wore… the bottom part came off… I got to tahan for the next few days… my foot is very painful… my foot got blister… both leg sia… so sad


I think yesterday… Andy replies me… he thought that I wan to do plastic surgery… =X… of course I won’t do that… I have negative thinking about plastic surgery… but… if one day I got disfigure… I still have to do plastic surgery right… so I am not really negative… maybe one day….from negative thinking will change to positive thinking ba… so I don’t really against it now… who knows what happen in future right??


now… I will go home straight after school… this is because I wan to save money for the coming days… got to buy things for someone… what am I suppose to buy??? Any comment??? I am buying for a guy yo... Hahaz…those who understand me one will know… hey hey… not buying for my love guy yo… don gets mistaken….


I now very stress with my art… sometimes thinking whether want to drop art not… but cannot sia… I got depend on my art as one of my subject…. So be it….


heh heh… starting to play pool =] it was really fun… I did ask Francis whether he got play pool not… he say got… I ask a lot of thing about pool from him… I wan to learn more about pool so that I can play better than now… at first I ask him… did he play pools…. He got so blur sia…. He huh???? I got to spell out…P O O L…. then he understands what I am trying to ask him….


now I am sick… sick until no mood to talk to someone… keep coughing… Sian… I want to be healthy… and strong too … jia you!!!


someone ask me something… which really sadden me so much… my heart is really bleeding… I just smile at him back… without replying anything…. Just a cold smile… he does not understand how I feel… the think he ask really hurt me lot… he together with another guy ask me things again…. I feel like crying… but I force myself to prevent me from crying… I just act as if nothing happen… I not going to say who are the guy and what they ask me… sorry about it… and don try to dig anything from me… nothing will come out except my true blood….