today I hab my combine science prelim… it was quite okayed... especially physics... so easy... but I does not take too much hope on it... as over confident will cause changes... if naber get good marks will surely feel bery sad… den will lose its will of studying… so I does not put myself on stress…

I spend my time mostly on science… before tat day… I study until 1 plus which I does not usually do it… as I does not like to study… I prefer to play more… study will make me fall asleep… at first I study for a few minutes I fall asleep... not long after... shan call me.. So I got wake up... hahaz… it is at e afternoon which I don sleeping usually...

at night... my sis share wif me her result... hahaz… so envious... her grades are good... n she got 19 more her o levels... beco of her English... she got D7 which pulls her marks down… she care for my prelim n ‘N’ levels.. Tat time I hab social studies n level examination... but I does not have sec 4 textook to study... I though my sis have... she went to search for it... but nothing was found... hahaz... but at least she care for me... although her “surface” look so tigeress.. But she was kind actually...

when I was studying... I mixed physics n chemistry together... so tat can study together at e same time... I was prepared after tat…it was not an easy task to study n remembering it... I force myself to study... My stupid sister watching drama in front of me… and some more it was my favorite... hahaz…

on e exam day... I hab my physics paper first... it was quite an easy paper… my MCQ I hab done it within 15 minutes n I hab check a lot of time... I though it was a difficult paper… thank God…e section B was quite a challenging question... at first I got mistaken... I keep checking n checking... finally I remember how to do it... I naber read e question carefully... hahaz... I am thinking whether it is parallel or series... but in e end I wrote parallel… n I redo all e questions...

as for chemistry… I did not have my recess and keep studying n studying… hoping wat I study would have come out… but when e paper was given out... it was difficult .. I does not really noe how to do... especially e section a n b… sian... it was really like ‘o’ levels standard sia... wat I hab studied did not come out... wat I did not studied really come out... so sad…=;[ but hoping I would pass e exam..

why always physics easy... chemistry would surely be difficult... don ui all think so... from e beginning of e exam... I always realize it. Focus only on one subject is not an easy task... I believe my white hair is growing more n more... so sad... even my pimples also growing... Shit…